Poems
October 10, 2026
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As far as I could tell, there was noone to stop me,
As far as I could promise, there noone to stop me from breaking my oath,
I twingle under those lights,
begging for forgiveness,
Mengü... I pray,
and looking down on earth,
with all my faults, mistakes, fears, and more,
I wish I was the man I could tell you to be,
I wish I was the person you could dreamt me to be,
But I am noone,
and someone,
I am more,
and less,
I wander around those lights,
To find the bulb insight me,
I seek the storm,
To rage those thunders inside me,
I long for me,
To close that gap inside me,
So I ask you?
Are we one?
Are we followers on that long path we call life?
Are we the dawn of light that brought forward a new beginning?
Are we the monsters we created?
Illusions we seek to be,
lights to find among those skies,
religions, passions, feelings,
it's all a pray for forgiveness in mind,
a sorrow as a song,
a lute in my hand,
I play till I fall,
my hands start raining,
The world thunders!
I hear the storm crying,
And I cry too,
My words fall among those skies,
My voice screams in agony, in pain,
And I dream of salvation, of light that starts to encompass me,
I crawl forward in misery,
Toward that sea that waits on me,
The sands that engulfs all my feelings,
I want you to feel my pain,
my laughter, my feelings, my everything,
so I want to be here,
to be recognized,
but I am one with Mengü,
and so I don't need it.
I stand straight now, with a clear mind,
a healthy body, arms clasped behind my back,
I watch the Eternal Sky turn red,
as the day starts to end.
And I smile,
since everyday is special.